Monday, December 27, 2010
Really? With all the bad news that I have gotten in the last week you wouldnt have known that! My great uncle died, my dad's cancer has come back, I found out I am losing my hair and some test I had done came back bad. So thats how my Christmas went. I was very angry Christmas night, thats when I found out that my dad's cancer was back. I felt like my world had come crashing down. It was a good two weeks while it lasted. I just wish at some point life could get back to "normal". But Im determined now after doing some thinking that Im going to change a few things and learn to take care of myself. I have a few more things I want to look into then Im going to post my goals for 2011!
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Sadly I will be glad when Christmas is over! That has not been the year for my family. Even though I have lots to be thankful for, Im just done! This week alone we had another cancer scare, a death and I found out that I am losing my hair. But we will get through all this as we do everything else. I also have been thinking about what I want to accomplish for next year. That blog will come soon! I just hope that next year will be better!! I WILL make it better. Im very excited to start the new year.
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Thats right, me! Why you ask? Ive been having a day. Ive been talking about my sister alot today--for those that dont know, she was killed in a car accident when she was 16 and I was 7--and then my mom gave me a picture of my grandparents that had hung in their house. Well this got me thinking about all the stuff I wish I could tell my sister, and the things in life I would be sharing with her. And boy do I feel jipped! And if you dont have a sister, you just cant understand. Growing up she took care of me, protected me from what was going on in my family at the time. And I miss her. I know my thoughts are selfish for wanting her here when God had plans for her, but dag on it, I WANT A SISTER!!