Its Christmas Time

Really? With all the bad news that I have gotten in the last week you wouldnt have known that! My great uncle died, my dad's cancer has come back, I found out I am losing my hair and some test I had done came back bad. So thats how my Christmas went. I was very angry Christmas night, thats when I found out that my dad's cancer was back. I felt like my world had come crashing down. It was a good two weeks while it lasted. I just wish at some point life could get back to "normal". But Im determined now after doing some thinking that Im going to change a few things and learn to take care of myself. I have a few more things I want to look into then Im going to post my goals for 2011!

Merry Christmas

Hope this day brings your family great joy and blessings!

Whats on my mind tonight....

Sadly I will be glad when Christmas is over! That has not been the year for my family. Even though I have lots to be thankful for, Im just done! This week alone we had another cancer scare, a death and I found out that I am losing my hair. But we will get through all this as we do everything else. I also have been thinking about what I want to accomplish for next year. That blog will come soon! I just hope that next year will be better!! I WILL make it better. Im very excited to start the new year.

I am Being Selfish

Thats right, me! Why you ask? Ive been having a day. Ive been talking about my sister alot today--for those that dont know, she was killed in a car accident when she was 16 and I was 7--and then my mom gave me a picture of my grandparents that had hung in their house. Well this got me thinking about all the stuff I wish I could tell my sister, and the things in life I would be sharing with her. And boy do I feel jipped! And if you dont have a sister, you just cant understand. Growing up she took care of me, protected me from what was going on in my family at the time. And I miss her. I know my thoughts are selfish for wanting her here when God had plans for her, but dag on it, I WANT A SISTER!!